Welcome to Cricket Fixes: Walking Beside You Through Transformation
Something inside you knows it’s time.
Time to release the old patterns that no longer serve you. Time to shed the subconscious beliefs that keep you small. Time to step into the fullest, most expressed version of yourself.
I know this path intimately because I’ve walked it myself. And my recent psilocybin journey on 2/15/25 was the most powerful confirmation yet.
The Journey That Changed Everything
Going into this experience, my intention was clear:
Show me the woman I am becoming. Let me see her, feel her, embody her. Remove everything standing in my way so I can step fully into her energy.
What subconscious beliefs are still keeping me small?
Where did I first learn that stepping into my power was unsafe?
How do I step into full alignment with my vision and purpose - without fear or hesitation?
Show me my future—the members joining Cricket Fixes, the retreat center, my spacious home, my full self-expression, my travels, my future partner, and the life I am stepping into.
What is the next step I need to take to embody her now?
And the medicine delivered.
I am in absolute awe of what came through. It wasn’t too much. It wasn’t overwhelming. It was just truth. And all I kept saying was Tell me more.
Cricket Fixes: A Space for Deep Transformation
In my journey, I call myself a death doula for personal transformation. That might sound intense, but transformation requires an ending. A death of old identities, outdated beliefs, and limiting patterns. It’s not just about healing—it’s about liberation.
During my journey, I saw with complete clarity that my work is to be the death doula of the patterns that no longer serve you. I am here to walk beside you as you let them die, as you let go of everything keeping you from living fully in your power and living as your authentic self.
Releasing the Old to Step into the New
Through this work, I’ve come to understand something crucial:
My energy is big. It always has been. And for so long, I felt like I had to shrink it—to not be “too much” or overwhelm people. But I’m done with that. And I want you to be done with it, too.
We’re not meant to shrink. We’re meant to be expansive. To take up space. To embody the fullness of who we are without fear.
I realized, too, that my need for love and affection is big, and that’s okay. It doesn’t make me codependent. It doesn’t make me weak. It is part of my gift—to give and receive love freely, to hold space for others in a way that is deep and true. And I saw that I, too, need to be held. That it is safe to want a partner who can meet me in my expansiveness, someone who can contain my energy without trying to diminish it.
And I screamed. I screamed for every time I was told I was “too much.” I screamed for every man who couldn’t handle my energy. How dare you try to shrink me?
And then I saw it: I am calling in a partner who can hold my bigness. Who can meet me in this energy. And I don’t have to shrink to find him.
Breaking the Cycle
I saw clearly that my work is to break the cycle. To stop the generational patterns that have held back not only me but so many before me. And this is why I do this work—because you are meant to break your cycles, too.
Healing isn’t just about processing old trauma. It’s about rewiring yourself so that you can finally step into what’s meant for you. No more barriers. No more waiting. No more wondering if you’re worthy.
You already are. You always have been.
And the medicine confirmed something even deeper: I am done with the healing.
It’s time to build.
The Vision is Clear
I saw my future as clearly as I see this present moment. And it is big. I am calling in a life that is expansive and deeply fulfilling:
Welcoming 1,000 new members into Cricket Fixes in 2025.
A retreat center for healing work, where others can step into their own transformation.
A ranch for Reba, my beloved Great Pyrenees, so she can have open space before she passes.
A home filled with space to breathe, where energy flows freely and creativity thrives.
Getting into the best shape of my life so my body reflects my mind.
Travel to every place that calls my soul.
And a fabulous support system for my fur babies because I’m doing do it alone.
This isn’t just a dream—it’s happening. And just as I am stepping into it, I am here to help you step into your own vision, too.
If You’re Ready to Step Into Your Fullest Self… Welcome.
If something inside you is calling for a breakthrough, Cricket Fixes is here for you.
This is your invitation to let go of what no longer serves you and step fully into your next chapter.
No more holding back. No more questioning if you’re worthy.
You are already who you are meant to be. Now, let’s meet that person together.
